I'm Back~

OMG! Haven't blog for such a loooooonnnngggggg time le! Just gonna update the blog a little with what I've been doing since I was back in Brunei.. ^^ Hmm, lemme think what I've did for the past few weeks.. Went to Miri with Mummy, sis and Dear + mummy's colleagues on a bus.. was okok, shops were also normal, not much changes actually and Miri was very hot indeed.. hmm after that day, went to Dear's place at least once a week to have lunch at his place and to see him ^^ Rarely had time to go out at night with dear as well, so could only see him in the afternoon, since he had already made plans to go gym on the weekdays.. Dec 18th, Dear's birthday + our 1yr anniversary.. din actually get to spend bday with him this year, oh well's there is always next year.. Decided to move our anniversary to 19th instead of 18th, since we felt that both events don't really go well at the same day ><! 

hehe the exciting part now =D.. Dear had actually surprised me by treating me to Thaan's spa >< he booked an aromatic massage for me, knowing that I've been really stressed out lately and tired, hehe, and he had actually planned on passing a bouquet of roses which was meant to be given to me after the massage.. He had really touched my heart this anniversary, coz I had never expected that he would do something like that romantic.. hehe love you baby! <3 the roses were beautiful, as always, hehe..After that, went to Dear's place to have dinner and to meet his cousins, had really enjoyed myself, coz I could also get to see his very naughty + cute cute nephew once again XD.. Have been going to tasek  a lot lately with mummy and sis, felt really good haha, but was really tiring, had to wake up at 6+ coz mummy don't like the morning sun ><! Must go more often again nxt week to exercise! Must have determination and motivation!

Xmas eve, went to have dinner with mum and sis at Cheezbox, food were not bad actually, had a lot of the salmon, hehehe tasted good ^^ Then it was erm xmas day hehe.. went to Empire again with Dear to have dinner, surprisingly, the place wasn't full, the food was also not bad, but Dear and I were feeling bloated already.. Nbt had put up another beautiful Xmas decoration again.. Empire however was bit of a let down this year.. quite plain, though, but they do have snow display this year.. ^^ Another year is about to pass again.. 31st is coming soon =D Hope you guys have enjoyed your Xmas this year, and early Happy New year guys! ^^ 

Signing off~<3

Happy again =)

Went out for lunch with Dear today, was happy to see him again.. =) things were rough the other night, but for us, the next day will always be a better day.. What sis had said was true.. once your partner start's working, things would be different.. unlike before where they're not working, you can just see them whenever you want or feel like.. but since now he started work already, time was limited for us, yet precious as well.. 

Happy that Dear has agreed to go Miri with mum and sis this Sunday, although he had told me that he isn't used to sitting on the bus for long hours, he finally had agreed to go with me.. really appreciate that Dear, <3 u ! Going with mum's colleagues, full of filipino >.< and hopefully it'll be a good day on Sunday =)  Can't wait for tonight again.. hehe will be going over to Dear's place to watch movie! hehe kae that's it for today <3 Btw, glad Dear likes the shirt that I bought for you from Perth.. hehe I'm good in buying shirt for you right? =p perfect fit always hehehe ~ Nitex guys~ 

*I guess somethings are meant to be kept private, so I'm not gonna expose so much of my relationship issues... don't get me wrong with my last post, my Dear actually loved me a lot, a lot =)  so he is not a bad or mean Dear at all =)*

Love u babe <3

Signing off ^^

What's love to you?

Different people have different perspective about what love is to them.. some may say that, oh its that strong feeling/connection and bond they have for their partner, or simply its just all about these 3 words, I love you and you love me.. There's just so much going through my mind, and I really just don't know how to put them into words.. but one thing I know for sure, once I start bursting into tears and screaming my lungs out, they'll all flow out like musical notes..  kae maybe not musical notes... but yea you get my point.. I have many dreams on my mind, not forgotten after I've thought of new ones, but these dreams just accumulate in my mind, that someday I could be able to do everything that I want to do with my beloved Dear... I once said before, there's no point in forcing someone into doing something which they don't like, because from that, you really can't feel that willingness in them and that happiness and excitement coming from them.. but somehow, I really wished that he could ignore that certain thing which he din like to do, but for the sake of my happiness and that togetherness in our relationship, he is willing to sacrifice for me.. I may sound very demanding, but that's just how I feel,that giving in is not all about a 1 person show here, as love = a pair = both willing to give in when the time is right and needed... 

You may ask perhaps, what about what he wants? I know that I had gave in a lot in our relationship in the past, I was willing to ignore my feelings of disappointment that I couldn't always get what I wanted, but I was willing to give up and let it pass me by.. thinking that the future has yet better things to come.. I know he has also done a lot for me, for I will always remember every single things he had done for me.. I just returned ytdy evening, was really very excited and happy to finally get to spend time with my dear, after not being able to see him for 4months.. I really had miss him a lot. Things didn't feel the same for the passed few days, probably coz I was busy and tired, and he was too, and so conversations wasn't quite as much as before.. He's been busy working hard earning money, and yes I do know that money isn't hard to earn at all.. but if I were to ask, is the money worth spending it with the ones you love, tho it was a really crappy dinner perhaps or a movie, was it worth wasting it on the time spend with you and your loved ones? To me quite worth it to a certain extend, not saying the whole thing cost over hundreds and hundreds of dollars.. 

Trying to erase the enviousness I had for some people, where their relationship just seemed so smooth, both parents were able to accept them couples, seeing the time they had spending together with family members during gatherings.. really is just something I had wished for.. but I know when the time is right, our parents will finally let us go and walk our own path with the person we loved.. and I'm still waiting for that special day..  still holding unto my relationship strong, till I could finally experience that day... K Really have no intention on pressuring my Dear with fulfilling all my wishes, what I just want from him, is to love me with all his heart, to try to make me happy as I will always try to do the same, hopefully willing to give in more to me, and tho having to go on a crappy trip with me, is happy to go for the sake of spending time with me.. I really love you dear, yea we can take things slowly, but once there's an opportunity to do something together, hopefully it shall not be wasted, for I do had many experience of feeling regretful, of not doing something together with the person I love the most..

*Will post up my 21st birthday pics soon after I have organized them..*

I love you Dear,

no words could express how much I really love you,

Hope you really know how I feel.

Please take my sadness and loneliness away,

for there are no one else that could, other than you.

Signing off<3

Beautiful song with just the right lyrics I needed right now..

 

Thanks dear for sending me this song =)

Time flies!~ it's our anniversary again =D

 

You showed me what true love is..

 You protected me, and shower me with all your love..

Can we go see more stars when I'm back? 

I Love you Darling!

Din have the time to do something fancy for Dear this anniversary, but of course would never forget our special day =) Though I've been very busy studying for the exams, I've never failed to remember this day. Found these cute cartoon images, and it just says it all.. I miss you Dear =) Happy 11th month anniversary! Time really flies that I just realized its another month of anniversary again. My feelings for Dear have grown so much deeper than ever before.. You've continued giving me your support, encouragement and have kept me going on, motivating me with my studies during the hard times.. Really appreciate it darling and most of all,  I love your patience.. hehe >.<! You hardly rush me into doing something, and also most of the time, you let things go my way.. * oh you know how stubborn I am XD* You're the best babe!  Miss you loads and just couldn't wait to see you again!

In about 1 week + more, I'll be flying back to Brunei again.. Am excited to celebrate my belated 21st birthday with Dear when I'm back.. hehe! *Don't worry Dear, I won't expect any bling bling from you this time right? XD* No pressure, no pressure.. hehe! Sitting for my second last paper tomorrow, Law Bus Org T.T,although it's an open book exam, still very nervous about it.. Hopefully I'll manage to answer finish everything on time! OK studying time!! JYJYJY! It's gonna end very soon! Btw, today is a bloody hot day!! 37 freaking degrees, almost felt like my skin was burning under the sun... Doing yogurt mask now and it felt like the yogurt was melting.. lolx.. Dear says its steaming on my face.. yeah, felt like sauna now.. >=(

Love you Babe~

With all my heart~

*Hope you won't feel bored hearing that like tons of times! =p*

Signing off~

Congratx Isabella on winning the 1st Junior MasterChef title!

Yesterday was the finale of the junior masterchef, and the dishes that the last 2 contestants, Jack and Isabella, had put up was truly amazing! Adriano Zumbo's dessert really knocked my socks off as well, as it was a really really difficult dessert to plate up, with so many crucial elements that they've got to be aware of. It was one of his signature desserts called Pear perfection, which is choux pastry filled with pear vanilla creme patissiere and a pear jelly disc in the center, covered up with green sable crust which is some crusted topping..and some other stuff.. Looks very good!! I've made choux pastry before and I enjoy making them, though it takes quite some time to make them, it taste absolutely yummy when its filled with creme patissiere. I'm known for someone who loves to try out things that looks great and also tasted great.. so really can't wait to try to make pear perfection after my exam ! =D  

But anyways, gratx to both Jack and Isabella for being the last 2 finalist, though Jack had not won the masterchef title, his creativity in his cooking already makes him a winner. ^^ Really touches my heart seeing the relationship of Sofia and Isabella so close to one another.. and when the judges announced the winners, I was all teared up for joy, so happy for Isabella ! No surprise their future restaurant will sure be a success^^

Just had my first paper today and was a bit disappointed.. Though all the questions were very familiar to me, I've kind of forgotten some of the points which I have memorized. T.T Hopefully its enough to get me a pass and hopefully a credit.. >.< My next paper will be this Wednesday, Acct 260!! Horror!!! Will try to give in my best!! I'm very happy with my internal marks for this unit this semester, so am aiming for a distinction for this unit! ^^ Pray pray ! XD Alrights I'm gonna wash off my yogurt mask and head off to bed...Tiring day and so shall start off my studying first thing in the morning.. ^^ Guys, try out yogurt mask created by bubzbeauty, by just simply putting plain yogurt all over your face.. works amazingly, face feels sooo soft after its washed, and gives a hint of fairness to your complexion.. Works purrffeeccttllyy =D 

Isabella~ the Junior MasterChef winner! ^^

 Signing off~<3

Finally!! 3rd attempt SUCCESS!

Woo hoo!! My 3rd attempt on macarons was finally a success! so happy that I had finally understood how a macaron mixture consistency is suppose to be like, and this time, no pressure when I was doing it all, well ok I was actually bit nervous and excited at the same time.. but I just tell myself, no worries! this is the time for you to practice! I made a violet colour macarons with vanilla butter icing.. It's my first time tasting macarons, and guess what! It's absolutely divine!! The outside is crispy and the middle is chewy, just like how the masterchef judges described them.. Oh i must say the vanilla butter icing is soooo delicious!! I actually intended to fill  half of the macaroons with blueberry cheese and half of them with vanilla butter icing,but the taste of the vanilla butter icing just got me carried away and so eventually I just end up piping all of them with the vanilla ones.. hehe

Am starting to get all the sugar rush from the macarons, as I was piping the filling on each of them, I just grabbed them and slowly enjoy the texture and the taste of the beautiful macarons.. XD just couldn't wait any longer for all of them to be piped finished.. =D While its baking in the oven, we need to watch out for the timing, coz we won't want the beautiful colour of our macarons to go brown.. and yes! they do go brown quite quickly >.< so I set my temp to 100-120 degree.. I just learned from masterchef that the oven must be preheated to 200 degree, and then once you place the macarons into the oven, off the oven for 10mins.. will try this method when I'm back in Brunei! hehe 

I must say that its a really tricky and difficult dessert to make, as there are so many pressure elements that we've got to look out.. But overall, it was really fun making them, so you macaron lovers out there should try making them yourself! ^^v Thx to Dear for also giving me some tips on what I should be careful of when baking them.. hehe hmm.. now macarons, what next? Macaron tower!! XD 

 hehe! glossy glossy!

need to practice more on piping  round even shape ^^

 whee! out from the oven!

filling them with vanilla icing =D

Hehe I'm so happy! Hope my macarons can put smiles on your faces! XD 

Love dear!

hehe Thnx for buying me A-cash! Im so happy!

Signing off~<3

In need of some getaway~

Dear, can we go Hong Kong, Korea & Taiwan after I finish my studies? HEHEHEHEHE !

23 Days to go~=)

Macarons.. you just amazed me..

Hey guys, haven't been blogging for like a week =D As usual, pretty busy with studying and also am feeling sick at the moment.. sore throat's getting a little bit better, just annoyed with every 30 secs of coughing.. Went to the library to study today... hesitate a while thinking if I should go, coz afraid that my coughing would annoy some students, furthermore, I loved going to the silent zone to study.. But.. yeah I did went in the end.. hehe it was ok.. I didn't cough as much compare to when I was at home.. hehe I guess its the throat that's trying hard to control itself .. HEHE

I finally tried to do macarons today.. OMG! This is really a challenging dessert for me.. As it is my first time making them, struggled a bit, though I had done some research of recipes and techniques, when it comes to the real thing, you'll take back your words for saying " It looks easy! I also can make lor!". Practice makes perfect! That's the key thing that should always be remembered =) First try, I made it with my housemate as she always complains that I never bake with her, or never teach her how to bake.. hehe.. The almond meal is sooo expensive! cost like $10 for 400g.. gosh >.< I failed the first batch of macarons.. Was bit sad actually.. Consistency wasn't right, therefore the mixture didn't form nice circles on its own.. My first thought was, maybe there was too much air in the mixture.. 

Wasn't satisfied with it, so I try again after a while.. made my 2nd batch of the night.. Mixture now seems more glossy and I've knocked out some of the air bubbles in the egg whites.. As compared to my first batch, I hadn't really knock out most of the air.. so I thought the mixture shouldn't be overmix.. so I just gently incorporate the almond meal with the egg whites.. therefore consistency was bit lumpy.. As I piped out my 2nd batch, I noticed consistency wasn't still quite there.. I've just learned my mistake..  Keypoint no.1: Mix quickly when combining the almond meal mixture to the egg white..  Knocking out most of the air.. yet still leaving some on the mixture.. no.2: Must always test a little of the mixture to see if consistency is right,ensuring it forms ribbon-like consistency and blends into the mixture after a few seconds.. Hmm other than that, oh.. best to use piping nozzles when piping out the mixture, unlike what I did, I just cut the tip of the piping bag.. and so that explains the weird shape which I'm getting when its being piped out.. At first when I piped it out, it was like " waoo! so round!" after a while, you can see all the weird shapes coming out le >.< Alright's enough of my experience with macaron for now.. Can't wait to try making them again.. maybe after my exams bah =) 

Dear just quitted his job at the restaurant few days ago.. He's now helping out his Dad with his business.. I thought Dear could relax a bit after that horribly long hours of work at the restaurant.. but apparently, I was wrong.. =( Work for him now seems to be more busier and  is more labour intensive..  Well I just hope things will soon start to go smoother for him.. =) Don't want my Dear so xing ku .. hehe..Shall end here for now =) 

Dear, wait for me,

I will be home very soon<3

Love you! ^^

Won't stop doing what I love..=)

Signing off<3

GreenTea Lover x3 =D

Today I've made GreenTea Daifuku with Red Bean filling, which is basically GreenTea mochi.. Made from such simple ingredients yet tasted so yummy.. It is my first time making it actually, had some bad experience while forming the mochi balls, as you have to work fast, so that the mochi dough don't dry out, and with plenty of cornstarch, so that they wont stick to your hands.. If they do >.< it'll create a whole lot of mess and basically would be very difficult to remove all of them from your hands.. =D it happens to me and had to spend some time trying to get rid of all of them from my hands as they are super sticky! Should definitely try them out making on your own, its fun to do and also simple as well =) I made the red bean paste myself from scratch by just simply boiling them and then drain it and adding some sugar for sweetness.. However, it was a bit of a let down, as I had not cooked the red bean a little longer.. So there were still some uncooked red beans.. Will try them out again soon =D As for now, just enjoy some pics of the lovely GreenTea and red bean Daifuku ^^

Last but not least, the moment of truth!

Hehe.. soft soft!

K that's it for today.. will try out more recipes and show them to you guys soon =D

Signing off<3

Baking a day keeps all frowns away =)

Well to me that is =).. took a break off a while from studying and got myself into baking..  Wasn't in the mood this early morning, but am feeling better now..  Mum says I shouldn't bake whenever I'm feeling down or not in the mood, coz usually my cakes won't turn out so well.. hmm yeah she is right at times, it would either be forgetting to watch out for my cakes before they get over baked, or either I'll accidentally left out an ingredient and not concentrating much to the recipe.. but today I just felt like baking something.. 

Finally gotten the cupcake recipe from my friend..  Am really excited to try out the recipe coz my friend has bake them so lovely and heavenly.. It was moist and fluffy.. reminds me of the cupcake I used to eat from Gardenier when I was young.. butter cupcake.. oh so heavenly.. I'm not really a cupcake making fan, coz so far I haven't really mastered the skill of baking them.. but practice makes perfect and am going to try practicing more when I'm back to Brunei.. Dad has got the kitchen renovating this week.. Can't wait to try out the new ovens which he had promised to get them for me =) Love you Dad.

I'll just let the pictures do the talking.. =) Just wished I had a Samsung t550 to make my pictures look more beautiful .. HEHEHE..

Green tea cupcake.. Result was not quite satisfied.. but am going to accept it for now.. It was quite dense, but still soft and wasn't too sweet as I had reduced the sugar.. Greentea is my favourite =)

Pan fried salmon teriyaki  =)

 Corn soup ^^

Housemate was sick, so I cooked her porridge.. ^^ What's in it? There is shitake mushrooms, carrots, chicken, chilli radish, ginger..and lots of LOVE LOVE!  ^^

Cooked tom yam tang hoon(glass noodle) last 2 days.. Was meant to be bee hoon but bought the wrong one.. ehehe.. What's in it? There is spring onions,shitake mushrooms, chicken, carrots, cabbage, tom yam paste and spicy spam.. hehe 

 Studying studying.. time to study.. Was in the library when I took this.. Had my lemon water by my side and some weetbix.. ^^ Really miss studying in the library.. Can't wait to go back this Monday.. am gonna JYJYJY! 

Alrights time to shower and study ! 

Love you dear,

Signing off~<3

It's just all about giving in..

You won't really feel happy whenever you force someone into doing something that they don't like, or they just don't feel like doing it...  Well at first, yea u might get upset coz you din get what u wanted.. but after a while, you would realized that , their reason seems to be more important to them and also you'll understand and accept the reason beneath it.. and so you start to think things positively and tries to mend things back together, so you took that step into telling him that, yeah its ok if i don't get what i wanted, I'll wait next time.. and then you start to think that, what you actually wanted is to both agree on doing things willingly together and not by force.. So you forgive him and put your feelings aside.. What really hurts the most now is, it wasn't not being able to do what you actually wanted, is the reply you got saying, " ok you just do what you want".. Couldn't feel any appreciation much coming from those words.. and it hurts a lot.. 

Probably he didn't really understand what you actually meant, but I guess you don't have to say much to explain to him.. As long as you know that you  are doing the right thing... and also hoping that he'll understand what you have done for him..

Signing off~<3

Taking 5mins break! =D

 

How do I get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be
Oh I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
You're my world, my heart, my soul

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything good in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There'd be no world left for me
And I, oh Baby, I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

Please tell me baby
How do I go on

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby don't you know that you're everything good in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

how do I live without you
how do I live without you baby
how do I live.... 

x33

Miss you baby ~

Hope to see your smile each day =)

Love you Darling <3

Muackx! ^^

Woo hoo! Goodbye assignments!

Finally completed my last assignment today! It's been a long time since I've last stayed awake for 24hrs ! Accounting 260 sux sux sux!!! I thought that I would be able to finish it before midnight, but then end up doing it till 5+am! was basically nodding my head at around 3am, hadn't stop looking at my computer screen since like 9+am yesterday! Am actually quite happy with  the preparation made on this assignment  =D, have been actually studying for weeks just coz of the assignment.. gotten some help from my friends as well, if it weren't for them, I don't think I'll be able to get the assignment done on time =D Hopefully results for it will be better than I had expected ^^

After taking a shower at around 6am, dried my hair and then took my breakfast.. Had not had any dinner yesterday and barely moved out of my seat.. was too engrossed in my assignment that time just passed by so quickly.. and so tummy wasn't feeling well at all.. after that around 7 + I laid down and suddenly fell asleep.. bad bad bad bad idea to lie down on your bed 2hrs before assignment submission time!!!!! and without alarm some more!!!! I think God hit me hard on the head at around 8am ! submission time was 9am!! No doubt that I would continue on sleeping for hours, coz  haven't been sleeping enough for the passed few days.. but yeah thankx God for waking me up XD... woke up in a rush and then I erm..umm actually vomited out what I had for breakfast >.< I know its pretty disgusting T.T Don't worry sis, its not on your room carpet =D.. Vomit at the sink ok! >.<! Probably there was too much air in my tummy + the lack of sleep I'm getting, and so yeah wasn't feeling well at all.. then rush to Uni and was very surprise to see that all the parking lots were full!! at 8am ++!! gosh all the students must have started studying already! I started mine 2 days ago.. and missed out like 1 day coz of this assignment.. Had to study a chap a day, so that I could finish everything on time ^^.. well  have planned everything quite well already, so just gotta try my best to follow them only =)

Continuing on with my bad experience today.. After I parked my car, tummy started to ache pretty badly.. it was 30mins till submission time, was thinking whether I should do business or not.. and then thoughts came to my head and says " no don't do it now! U haven't print the freaking assignment!! print it, submit it, then do your business!!!" and so yeah I tahan for 30mins.. felt like fainting lolx.. Accounting students started crowding the office, eagerly to submit their assignments..  Felt bit scared as I was about to submit mine in >.<!  I normally would hesitate a while, thinking whether or not I've done enough, checking if everything was OK and in place.. but yeah just submit it!!

Well everything felt such a relieved knowing that all my assignments were completed..  1 semester just flew by so fast.. Wasn't looking forward at all during that time when I came back for the start of the new sem.. But yea see!! It's going to be over very soon! So for now, just make full use of the time I've got into studying for the exam.. =)

Rewarded myself with McDonald's breakkie! =D Sausage and Egg Muffin! Yummy~!! hehe and orange juice! Gonna take few hours nap later then start studying for my last lab test this Thursday! ^^ Weeks have been pretty hectic with assignments due date + mid sem test date so close to each other.. Don't worry! Be Happy!! Everything will be over pretty soon ! =D Alright just gonna end here for now.. Apologies for my bad English today... Had not slept for 24hrs, so head's really spinning around and couldn't concentrate on what I'm actually typing.. hehe shall correct them later when I'm fully reenergized!

 

Enjoy! ^^ 

Signing off~<3

To dear =D

Dedicating this song to my beloved dear Eric =)

Love you dear ! =D Hope you get to see it, though your internet is really slow >< 

The first video is sang by Cascada.. and the second one is sang by Savage Garden.. I love both tho =D Enjoy! ^^

Signing off<3

Love you Dear =)

Happy 10th month anniversary my Darling!!<3  Thank you for treating me so good for this month, staying by my side and never letting me down.. knowing that I've been pretty stress out lately due to assignments and test, you've kept supporting me, giving me motivation to carry on... =)  Never forgetting your silly act whenever I'm feeling down or not in the mood, you've kept me cheered up and continue to put smiles on my face..Am grateful for all that you've done Dear.. =)! I love you! ^^

Hehe am waiting.. XD

Thankx to dear for introducing my blog to his chef friend =D Through his friend's blog, I was able to discover soo many foodie recipes.. very happy! =D Feel very tempted to try them all, especially the 9 layer rainbow kueh from Baking Diary, which are heavenly looking and yummy! However, I don't happen to have a proper steamer with me right now, so I'll just have to wait till I'm back in Brunei to try them out =D 

Alright gotta shower and do some homework before dear gets back from work ! ^ ^ Will post more soon after my assignments are done, today is  a bit rushing  coz took quite some time drawing that pic and editing it.. hehe k time is ticking.. can't afford to waste anymore time !

Signing off~<3

Maplestory songs! =D

Just uploaded some of my fav Maplestory songs =D Hope you guys enjoy them! hehe

Btw: Thank You for those 

who finds my blog interesting to read=D 

Take care yo~! ^^

Signing off<3

Feels like going on a trip, just Dear and me, just us two.. <3 Sydney! Korea! Hong Kong!! XD

Miss blogging =D

I'm back guys! to blogging I mean.. =D Really haven had the time to blog for like about a week + le? Have been really busy with my upcoming quiz, which is tomorrow and 2 big big big assignments which is due in 1 more week.. have been studying a lot as well and spending my everyday afternoon in the uni library.. happy that I've listened to my Dear when he told me to go uni to study, and so I guai guai listen to him and din give excuses for not wanting to go ><.. well it's for my best anyways so yeah gotta work hard for it.. 1 more lab test, quiz, 2 more assignments and I'm free to start of studying for my exams, which will be on the 15th nov! 1 more month to go.. time is really starting to speed up.. wish it could stop for a moment ><!

Nothing much happened for these week, accept for just afternoon studying, night online-ing checking out forums and lately have been watching Razortv, which is about young sg journalist that comes up with basically all kinds of general topics in which they discuss about, ranging from like PDA ( public display affection) to like topic about relationships and condoms? =D  .. its interesting for like kaypoh (busy body) girl like me XD.. wide variety of discussion topics there so check it out at Razor.tv ...

Trying to stay healthy as for now, and Dear have been telling me to try out oats.. so i bought but he actually wanted me to buy quick oats and just plain ones.. but i tend to have cravings for like, I want something healthy and yet i also want something sweet.. I now usually buy Weetbix with like wild berries in them.. compare with my dear, he would rather choose like just the plain ones which he felt its more healthier.. and so yeah i chose Uncle Toby's oats, but with dried fruits in it >.< i tried them today but it was kinda sweet coz they've added some extra sugar to the oats mix, so i felt kind of guilty of buying the oats with the dried fruits, instead of getting the plain ones.. so yea i just kinda dust off the sugar and left with just the oats and the dry fruits.. =D I must say I really like it especially the apple + sultanas + honey.. =D  has a nice bite to it with the dried fruits..My melilea drink is finish, waiting for the 2nd bottle to arrive, hopefully soon.. 

Just some random topic..Was watching a video on razortv just now on "cheating".. Once a guy cheats on the girl, or vice versa, it really is hard to gain the trust back on one another.. however, either one who cheated, the other would eventually forgive them on their mistakes, hoping for it not to happen again.. however despite the fact that they've cheated once, how are we sure that they wont cheat again? how far to an extend that it really is just all about forgiving and forgetting?   I guess its the inner self of the person's conscience, to feel bad for himself/herself and eventually backs out from cheating.. So yeah having just one partner is sufficient enough. why want to have two??! why want to be so greedy? hehe "HURT" is really not a good word for anyone to experience it...

oh last 3 days was 10.10.10.. Did you know that around 800+ sgrean couples got married on that day? haha they claim to say that its a good day for wedding as the translation in chinese is somehow  meant a perfect 10.. a perfect marriage for a long lasting relationship.. din knew it was that special.. Well hope those who got married on that day will have a really perfect + lasting marriage =D and also for those who is already married or are going to soon =D ...hehe so I just want to say to my dear , I love you Dear! Hope our relationship last for long long long.... time.... hahah XD!  

Was looking at one of the razortv videos about marriage and I came across this message:

Marriage is not a noun;

its a verb.

it isn't something you get,

its something you do.

it's the way you love your partner everyday.. 

 TonyMoly's korean beauty/cosmetic spokeperson, Kim Hyun Joong..

soooo handsome... goo goo gaa gaa.. *drools* =D

btw:Hope you guys enjoyed Princess hours soundtrack-Sa rang in ga yo (perhaps love) that I've uploaded on my music player.. =D OO and one more touching video to share with you guys ^^ 

 

Signing off~<3

Serious Detox time!!

It's already passed 7pm, am trying not to consume any more meals after 7 or 8pm..Since I've gotten my Melilea Greenfield Organic, have been drinking it everyday, at least 2 times a day or else I won't feel good for that day .. =D It's my very first bottle actually, introduced by my housemate, she has been drinking it for more than a year already I guessed, and so explains her slim figure =D .. had done many research about this Melilea brand, and must say am impressed by all the reviews and testimonials which I have read online.. 

Many who have bought the Greenfield din seem to like it at all, probably coz they aren't drinking it with Melilea's Organic Apple powder, which apparently would give the drink an apple flavour.. and so they their first impression on the Greenfield was " man! those green stuff looks like shyt! I don't want to put that thing in my mouth!"  I really love the juice 100%! I mixed the Melilea's Greenfield, Melilea's soya bean powder and the Melilea Organic Apple. Mixing these three will definitely makes the whole drink  taste really like a juice, just that its healthier... Melilea's products really has a lot of good health benefits as they are all organic..As for those with skin diseases , diabetics, heart problems & for those who wants to gain weight, as well as, lose weight, like me =D can also consume it.. For more info, check out www.Melilea.com especially for those who wants to maintain a healthy and youthful lifestyle..

Can't wait for my 2nd bottle of Melilea Greenfield to arrive...though am paying AUD$66 for it, still am not regretting..as I know there is still hope for me to achieve that ideal weight that I've been desiring... furthermore, it also cleanses our intestines and removes all the toxins from our body through our shyts.. was very shock the first week when i consumed the juice, I started visiting the toilet at least 2 times a day and its like everyday! haha will not explain further more for it may disgust some people.. >< 

Shall officially try out my DETOX plan for 2 weeks(starting tomorrow) and see the results after that! Following Kenny Sia's detox plan, as to 5 days a week of veggies, fruits, Melilea and no carbs, as in no rice, noodles, junk food-goreng goreng stuff, meat.. he has lost 2 kgs in 2 days, but many have said it was due to water lost.. but its still a lost! so don't give up! XD shall just be just consuming these and also my favourite wild berry Weetbix! As to see if I could manage to do it, really have to depends on my perseverance.. hoping to get to the shape that I've always wanted.. and so, there wont be pics of yummy foodie for these 2 weeks.. hehe hopefully to continue on till a month, but as they say, don't give in high hopes yet till you have accomplish them.. 

OH! Have been a goodie good girl these few days going to uni library to study =D I must say am really finding it a lot better to concentrate in the library, SILENT ZONE!, as compared to when I'm studying at home.. will be going again tmr and the day after, and the day after that day and yeah.. =D till this sem ends.. I really owe it to the promises made, that I would study harder this sem and of constant studying.. have not done much of them, but I know its not too late! there is still time left! there is still hope! =)  

Have been reading Kenny Sia's blog for the past few days.. just happens to pass by his blog as I was searching for some testimonials regarding the OSIM's Uzap! MUST read his post HERE! about the Uzap adverts.. really is hilarious! =D!  It seems that the OSIM's Uzap wasn't that effective,as many said that there wasn't any difference at all to their weight.. I happen to have one which I've bought for many years ago .. hehe will try to use it more often, feeling that it would probably be helpful to go along with my detox program.. =D Am also drinking more water than before ^^v

yummy~ =D

 Signing off~<3