Haven't I had enough stress?

Bad news, recently my hotmail account got hacked.. and sadly they don't allow me to change email address for my blog, so I have to stick to that hacked email address if I want to login... oh well what to do? I seriously have no idea...  Wrong timing to get hacked at this time.. Quite stress out with my studies lately, 2 assignments to be completed, in which I had barely started on one of the assignments.. Lately, relationship issue was also getting into my way . and yet trying to keep up to my diet program seems to just go down the drain.. just face it, things aren't doing so well for me right now.. I just wished he'd understand what I've been going through,instead of playing tricks with my mind... Is it that fun to just say somethings that will hurt people, and after that when you ask, hey what's up with all that, whats wrong, and the reply you get was just a =).. Hadn't he realized that he's been hurting me deeply by just doing that? It  had just left me quite some thoughts to think about..I just know that, things seems to change a bit lately between us, but I just kept it inside of me.. 

My msn list is now very empty, but yet, it made me realized that, I actually didn't chat with much people on my previous msn.. Its like, you may have a list of 150-200 people on your msn, but how many of them in your list, that you had actually kept in touch with..

                            Just feeling down, down and really down..

Lonely, lonely me..

In Love With You =)

Just a gentle whisper, tell
me that you'd gone
Leaving only memories,
where did we go wrong?
I couldn't find the words then,
so let me say them now
I'm still in love with you

Tell me that you love me,
tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me,
and I'll be there
I'll be there waiting...

I will always love you, I
will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do
Come to me now
I will never leave you, I will
stay here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
I'm in love with you

Now we're here together,
yesterday has past
Life is just beginning,
close to you at last
And I promise to you, I
will always be there
I give my all to you

Living life without you is
more that I can bear
Hold me close forever,
I'll be there...
I'll be there for you

I will always love you, I
will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do
This I promise...
I will never leave you, I will
stand here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
Hold me closer...
Our love is forever, holding us together
Nothing in this world can stop us now

Love has found
Love has found a way ...

I'm in love, I'm in love
Yes I'm in love, so in love
I'm so in love with you....

There are always failures in life..

It's been several months since I last blog while I was in Brunei.. And now I'm finally back to Perth to continue on my 2^nd last semester.. Won’t be going into so much detail about what I’ve been doing for the past few months, so I’ll just roughly talk about the not so boring part.. =)

Hmmm I just got my iphone 4 not long ago =D (yay!).. Have been playing with it a lot lately, too many games to play le >.< recently have been addicted to pretty pet salon and bakery story >.<!!  Next is, I’ve finally started taking some driving lessons here, and I’d never expected that the rules here are so much harder, or rather a lot to follow, compared to the rules in Brunei.. First few lessons I struggled a little, coz there were some bad habits which I needed time to get rid of..After the 2^nd lesson, things started to get a little bit better.. 

Overall I took 4 lessons, and I finally went for my first driving test today..  The sad thing to say is that I’ve failed my test.. Couldn’t hold it any longer, I just burst into tears when my instructor told me the result.. Couldn’t be more disappointed in myself, coz the silly mistake which had caused me to fail, was driving too slowly.. it’s stupid to know that I don’t normally drive very slowly, I usually keep up to the speed limit.. but I guess coz I was nervous, so i did stupid things during the test.. the ang mo instructor was also kinda scaring me tho.. But anyways, that won’t stop me from going for a 2^nd attempt on the driving test.. Although it’s very expensive, but I guess going for a 2^nd try won’t hurt.. I might even pass, after learning from my mistakes.. Maybe? 

Going to have my 1^st mid semester test soon, this coming Monday.. Hopefully I’ll be able to remember everything that I’ve studied.. Too many theories!!! The good thing is that I’ve already done one presentation for Acct Dec Analysis unit and quite happy with the result.. So ok left only 2 more assignments to be done.. I know it’s stupid to say that every time I start the new semester, I’ll always tell myself that I’ll work extra hard!! But in the end I still fall behind.. What’s left to do, is to make use of the time while I still can, and make the best out of it.. ok enough talk and no actions! Will blog more when I feel like ^^ TC to whoever reads my blog.. lolx =D

                                                                                        Signing off<3